WARNING. DO NOT READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE RANTS, DON'T LIKE ME OR ANY OTHER POSSIBLE THING YOU CAN FIND WRONG.


a) Pumpkin still hasn't come back, and with everything else, as much as I don't want to I'm probably going to give up soon. She was my life, and to continue I have to move on.

b) My dad is going to have to have a knee replacement, and as always- I worry. I just don't want him to be in pain.

c) I hate my hair. Superficial- I know.

d) A little background on me before the next one, I have really low confidence and I find it incredibly had to stay away from home. This April me and my dad were going to go on a trip to Paris with my school. Two weeks before the trip, my dad had a heart attack. It took us all by surprise as he is really fit and healthy. I went on the trip by myself, got food poisoning and for some of the time was downright miserable. He'd just come out of hospital two days before, and I really wanted to be with him, to make sure he was alright. I don't really regret going, but it's more the heart attack thing...

e) I had to count on my fingers to work out what letter comes after 'd'.

f) My English teacher decided to give me a really big project to do (bigger than my classmates), and I thought that it wasn't in action anymore, forgot about it and now she says it's due in two weeks. Blagh.

g) The boy I really really really love/like has a girlfriend and it's my fault. I think I just want him to be happy.

Wow. Ranting really makes me feel better. I would do it more often, but it's not fair on you all.